stresss wehhh..hahahaha

"mang gile...hahaha.. 2,3 hari nih siang mlm aku stress"

i'm so stress!! stress to mke d’right decisions. diz is my ego?? Oh no...!! .. i do not knw!.. i really hate diz feeling.. i do not knw anything what i think ... i'm so stress!! tolong lah wehh… sometimes kan,  i feel my life is too crazy..  aku mcm dah buley get out dari extreme headache ni ! seriously lah kan .. i hate these things.. but i knw everything berlaku, ade hikmahnya.. byk bende i learned frm all d’ things that happened lately.. betul weh..aku redha, semuanya ketentuan Allah swt... humans as we r not angels kan...byk wat silap.. aku mls r, nk cite lebih2.. ape pun, I forgive him seikhlas hati nih.. die berhak dpt forgiveness dr aku.. ayg syg b.. hehehehe =)

I want to apologize to someone yg secare tak langsung, aku ter’drag dia dlam masalah kami….  we do not mean untuk jebakkan kamu.. tq tau for giving me advice yg sgt bergune.. I've thought it all.. ape pun, kami awez epi dlm menjalani kehidupan ini.. 

one more things, penat dah aku tahan sbr nih, people outsde there (sesiapa berkenaan) , awez pk aku yg started everything, n merampas hak org laen... Plez lah .. i do not want to bukak pekung di dada lah kan.. for those who do not know any stories about how kami buley bersame n tinggalkan segalenye.. tolonglah stop thinking negative to us !!. i never rampas dia from anyone else!!  remember that !! n i'm not dgn sengaja leaving my previous life for him..       all that happens, semua ader cerita disebaliknya and we could not tell anyone. Allah swt only knows what happened.. n lepas ape yg terjadi aku makin syg n i really2  luv him!!  yg penting skang, that i never grabbed her from anyone and i never leave sesiapa pun dgn sengaje untuk bersama dgn gg..  for those who feel victimized, plezlah stop think bad things about me. bcoz u do not knw the truth. aku, dia dan Allah swt only knows everything.  n plez do not place the fault on me n tuduh aku ape2 pun…dan tolong lah, do not blame him also for what happens dengan kiter semua nih… i already knew all sifat, perangai, kisah silam dia semua…. Alhamdulillah, he changed !. sgt byk berubah…tq syg.. kenape die berubah demi perhubungan ni, aku xberape pasti.. kene tnyer die..=) janji aku sgt bersyukur...i d’not care anymore what u want to think about us.. bcoz u only know to tuduh2 yg bukan2 bcoz u n sape2 jerk lah pk yg u’r one of a victim kan?????  sape2 yg terlibat, raser teraniaya, pk skit, aku nih lg teraniyai…korang ape tahu..tuk buat decisions untuk bersame ngan gg bukan 1 perkare yg mudah ok !!... we hve to think d’ byk pihak yg terlibat.. n finally,,  ape yg korang lihat skang nih,  that's reality….

sometimes aku give up wif this life... bcoz of what aku lalui not the same as other people kat luar sane.. korang xtau pape… ape pun, demi Allah, aku sgt sayang dgn kehidupan aku skang, n sgt syg pd kamu gg…  terima kasih b, sbb kamu memberikan kehidupan terbaek untuk ayg.. thank God….amin…